Internal voice

I went to Taos and learned about the way to behave in a temple. I asked old hands at India travel how I could contribute to the experience. "Learn to smoke a chillum" was the answer.
I still was not committed to the search until one day in a small park in Atlanta, Georgia. I was at a party. The house was crowded and the sound level was high. I walked outside and wandered into a park. Standing by a broken jungle gym a voice started shouting. But the shouting wasn't really shouting. The sound was coming from inside of my head. It was a powerful, modulated, forceful voice. Nothing I had ever heard before. I was so startled that I grabbed a pencil and looked for a piece of paper to write this strange message down. Looking down at my feet there was an advertisement "Get Your Sexy Fast". I wrote down the exact words.
"Everything you need is provided"
"Everything you are looking for you will find"
"Everything you are looking for is divine"
I was astonished. I took those words and believed them. Packing for the year long trip I chanted "everything is provided" and brought only a small backpack. And took the plane, believing that I would find everything that I was looking for.